I like laughing at people who have no idea that they are being laughed at, but I know that being the victim hurts. Then again, I'm not sympathetic enough because there are people that deserve to feel that deep and revolting pain. I don't forget easily, let alone forgive. After watching people, I have to say, a lot of the people I have seen as my friends... really are not. I have many, many acquaintances and they mean little, if not nothing to me. Instead, I feel college is my final chance to seperate myself from them once and for all. This is an opportunity that I will seize with little hesitation, even to those that I talk and interact with everyday. The truth hurts, but this one actually makes me gleeful. My past gives me an outline to what college will look like? Will I attend more parties with drunkards who make a fool of themselves? Being intoxicated is never an excuse from one's actions and I hold those fools fully responsible for their actions. Watching the my fellow young people make asses out of themselves is 100% amusing, but also 100% disgusting and repulsive. How could I ever trust one of those parties and even think about getting drunk myself? Fuck that, I'm not going to. As for sober people that take advantage of piss-ass drunk people - they are all sluts and deserve the most severe form of hate. What disease must take over the mind so that one can convince themselves with "logical" reasons of why it's okay to do what they do? Don't snuggle with an inappropriate someone and tell me that "you were just talking." How dare you mistaken me for yourself - for I am no halfwit. Being addicted to attention is not a sin if admitted and plead guilty to. Pretending to be innoncent and saintly is the absurd and worse than scum. Take responsibility for one's actions, no matter how bad. It shows recognition and the potenial to repent, which makes all the difference in the world - even if they are only intentions. Humans shouldn't posess denial and religion. | 
